This
year’s
“no-space” between Candlemas
and Ash
Wednesday shows a big fact of life.
Their closeness
highlights the relationship
between wonder
and horror, good and bad,
deep darkness
and great light in the world and in our faith.
Today we face
the end of Christmas (down with the
crèche)
the end of
Epiphany – (up on the mountain)
and the
beginning of Lent (out with pretty much
everything.)
As we take this
week’s two day leap
from the season
of the light of the Christ Child
to the darkness
of the human heart and mind -
(and the resulting darkness of our world,)
what do we make
of life’s juxtaposition of the good, the bad,
and the
boringly mundane?
Consider
this morning’s gospel.
Jesus
appears to his closest friends.
He
shines from
the glory of his relationship to God and is
surrounded
by the great prophets who have
shared similar experiences.
The
story is full of allusions to earlier
Jewish traditions and stories,
Matthew
tells it to show who Jesus is - "God’s
beloved"
and
what we are to do about Jesus - "Listen to Him."
This
story is, in every sense of the
words, a "mountain top experience."
The
disciples must have thought, "Finally - we've made it,
all
that secondary stuff, all our
preaching, teaching, healing, traveling
This
is what it was all for - We’re
here! !
! We’ve done it right. Hallelujah!!
No
wonder the next words out of Peter's
mouth are
“Rabbi,
let us build three dwellings (we would say
shrines)
one
for you, one for Moses and one for
Elijah. “
Peter’s
suggestion is ignored, even, in
another gospel, rebuked.
Jesus
orders them not to tell anybody what has
just occurred.
Why?
Certainly
the disciples’ faith in Jesus
has just been vindicated.
This
is the first glorious sign since his
Baptism
(which
we presume none of them saw)
The
shining
glory is a sign that Jesus is the person they suspect him of being
–
the Messiah, the “Christus”
Now
that the disciples have, so to speak,
seen proof of Jesus’ divinity
they
naturally desire to hold onto that seeing
– that certainty
-
to hang onto the joy of the mountaintop vision,
to
Glory in that LIGHT.
They
want to freeze – here and now - their experience of the glory
of God.
They
hope to return to that experience
any time they want or need to return.
So
Peter
suggests to Jesus, and thus to all of us here as well,
that
they set
up a cult of adoration – of worship –
a
place to
protect and pass on the tradition
-
a
location in which everyone could hope to
experience and re-experience
the
mountaintop high.
But.
. . the voice (presumably God's voice)
says instead "listen to him". .
.
Just
listen.
Jesus' preaching has
already said it all.
Jesus
adds,"Don't
say anything at all until you actually understand
the meaning of
resurrection.Right
now you still don't get it,Seeing
the miraculous light is not what
really matters
not
even God’s confirmation of my calling
really matters.”
I’m
not preaching, teaching or healing so
that you will worship me -
I’m
not doing these things so that you
will experience the blinding glory of God.
I
am preaching and teaching and healing and traveling
because
God
wants me to preach, teach, heal and travel.
Yes,
that life contains, now and again,
for you and for me,
Transfiguration
experiences,
revelations
of God’s glory yet to come.
But
the seeing that glory isn't my point –
Faithfulness to God is
my point.
My
doing what I am called to do,
Your
doing what you are called to do,
That
is the point.
Seeing
God’s glory is NOT the goal of being faithful
God’s
glory is CONTAINED IN our faithfulness --
as
it is and was contained in Jesus’
faithfulness.
God’s
glory lives inside faithfulness
whether that faithfulness is walking
through
light or through darkness.
This
is the reality lesson, the
truthfulness check, if you will,
the
place where we really need to “get it.”
And
we need to understand this over and over
again.
The
goal
of discipleship, of faithfulness, of following Jesus, of the Christian
life,
(Choose
whichever name you prefer)
is
not for us to have mountaintop
experiences,
is
not to hide away in God's ample
bosom,
is
not for us to find protection
from life’s storms.
The
goal of discipleship is not even to
experience resurrection.
All
these things may, probably will happen, but
-
they are not, Not, NOT God’s reasons for
our being disciples.
The
goal of
Christian faithfulness, - from God’s
point of view, is
to be
faithful disciples.Nothing
else
-- just for us to be faithful disciples.We
will continue to find strength while
kneeling in shrines in rapt adoration.We
will continue finding courage and
safety in God’s presence.Yet,
our calling is to teach, preach, heal and followas
we go through the “villages of the Galilee,”(Which is a metaphor for our own daily lives.)
When
we set our faces toward Jerusalem
this morning,we
are walking toward Holy Week,
especially toward Good Friday,not
simply toward EasterThe
theological message here, as in the
gospel of John, is
that Good Friday contains Easterand
Easter contains Good Friday.Only
our time-limited minds need to
separate the two,just
as the disciples minds separated the
Transfiguration’s light from their working travels
around the Galilee
Peter's
letter says today of the
Transfiguration story"You
would do well to pay attention
to thisas
to a light shining in a dark place.”PRECISELY
The
light shines in the darkness -The
new creation comes to birth on the crossLight
and Cross are inseparable.
The
Good Friday Cross is not the high price God pays
for
Easter,The
Cross of Good Friday contains Easter.
They
come together or NOT AT ALL.Their
Galilean ministry is not the price the disciples pay for the
Transfiguration.Being
disciples contains transfiguration,The
Transfiguration does not redeem or
crown all itinerant the wandering
& preaching of
the kingdom.Its
glory is contained within all
the wandering around and preaching.They
come together, or NOT AT ALL.
All
these things hold death and life,
light and darkness --
which all come together
– or they don’t
exist at all.
Jesus says that his
presence lives within
our preaching, walking, & healing.
More than that,
Jesus’ presence, God’s
light -
is
what powers
our
preaching, walking & healing.
Jesus’
presence among us is NOT the aim of the life of faith.
Jesus’
presence
lives within the life of faith.
Discipleship and
transfiguration don’t cause each other
Instead, both are
interwoven parts
and parcels
of our living and
active trust in God.
So it is with our
lives.
Jesus
came not to be worshiped (to be ministered unto)
but to minister
Jesus came to
preach, teach, heal and
challenge.
If we listen and
follow, our listening
and following will transfigure our lives,
heal our shadows and shine
light into our
and the world’s dark places.
Unbelief
is the despairing conviction
that nothing can really change,
that
transfiguration of the world, of our
lives, is impossible,
that
there is no light in this or that
(or any) dark place
A
friend some years ago was suffering
from a stunning depression -
his
motif as
we waited endlessly for the medicine to work
was
"keep
on, keeping on."
When
I commented afterwards that I
admired
his
continuing to hope for relief, he
replied,
"I
simply had to believe that the doctors
knew what they were doing."
We
do not demonstrate our faith by
building shrines in which to worship,
We
do not
exercise faithfulness by hiding in a silent wilderness to keep our
faith pure.
We
show our
belief by trusting absolutely that
God
knows what she is
doing.
by
knowing that God's light is somewhere
in every darkness
by
finding, in the noise and confusion of
the wilderness of our everyday lives,
God’s
light for the transformation of all
life.
To
be faithful, we need to get up and go
back down the mountain
into
the streets of Mercerville,
into our everyday living and working,
because we believe that God
knows what
She's doing.
It
is easier to leave the mountain when
we are
certain
that the Transfiguration light is always part of life;
when
we’re sure that all mountaintop
experience doesn’t require shrines,
does
not even require solemn teachings
on
how and when and where such
experiences happen.
Mountaintop
experiences require only the courage of our
faithful response
to God's question,
“Moses,
John, Peter, Andrew,
(Susy,
Kim, Chris, Scott, Tim, Joyce) (Dani,
Roberta, Gladys, Erin, Jack)
“Follow
Me”
In nomine . . .