
But Mary stood weeping outside the tomb. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb; and she saw two angels in white, sitting where the body of Jesus had been lying, one at the head and the other at the feet. They said to her, "Woman, why are you weeping?" She said to them, "They have taken away my Lord, and I do not know where they have laid him." When she had said this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not know that it was Jesus. Jesus said to her, "Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you looking for?" Supposing him to be the gardener, she said to him, "Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away." Jesus said to her, "Mary!" She turned and said to him in Hebrew, "Rabbouni!" (which means Teacher). Jesus said to her, "Do not hold on to me, because I have not yet ascended to the Father. But go to my brothers and say to them, `I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.'" Mary Magdalene went and announced to the disciples, "I have seen the Lord"; and she told them that he had said these things to her.
Easter Day
Mary
said to them, "They have taken away my Lord, and I do not know where
they have laid him." When she had said this, she turned around and saw
Jesus standing there, but she did not know that it was Jesus.
On
Thursday night after the liturgy and before returning here to pray in
the Garden of Repose, I had a brief chance to get caught up with my
wife who had just returned from a business trip to San Francisco.
Judith told me about the delay in getting people boarded and seated on
her flight home. That recalled for me a curious item I’d
heard on National Public Radio week before last. A frustrated air
traveler, also an astrophysicist, designed a computer model to
determine the quickest way to get people onto a plane, their overhead
luggage stowed and in their seats. The results showed something rather
odd -- it turned out that having peopled board completely at random was
quicker than the standard method of boarding from the rear of the plane
forward. Judith said, “That doesn’t make
sense.” “It’s
counter-intuitive,” I agreed, “but that’s
what his model showed. But I’m dealing with a lot of
counter-intuitive stuff at the moment – preaching in Holy
Week is always counter-intuitive.”
What I meant is that everything about Holy Week, the whole story we’ve been living these past days, is counter-intuitive. It just doesn’t make sense in the ways we’re used to.
Only
centuries-long familiarity with the events and ideas of this story keep
us from seeing the counter-intuitiveness, the unexpectedness, the
strangeness, of what is at the heart of our Christian faith.
Take
what I said in my sermon on Good Friday -- that if we ask,
“Where is God today?” the universal Christian
answer is, “On the Cross.” Precisely where evil is
at work, where people are suffering; where Sin, Satan and Death most
seem to rule -- that is where God is.
We
are all too familiar with evil, suffering, misery and death. That these
exist, that the world goes wrong very often -- that is not at all
unexpected. But that we should find God in the midst of evil,
suffering, misery and death. is
not what we expect. We expect to find God where joy and
wholeness and goodness and life hold sway – and, of course,
God is there. But God is also we least expect God
to be, in the places of evil, suffering, misery and death.
That is counter-intuitive, and it has always been so. Fred Craddock has written, "All the way to the cross Jesus kept trying to get people who believed [that], 'Where the Messiah is, there is no misery’ to see a new perspective, [that], "Where there is misery, there is the Messiah.'"
"Where
there is misery,
there is the Messiah.'"
And not just on Good Friday, but on every day -- here in our world today – in Iraq, Afghanistan, the dying children of Africa, the homeless children in America, in sick rooms and on death beds in every place. The Crucified God is there in those places of evil, suffering, misery and death.
That
part of the Holy Week story is nothing if not counter-intuitive and
unexpected.
This
morning’s Gospel story has its own unexpectedness –
and a double dose at that. Early on Easter morning, Mary Magdalene
comes to the tomb. She is come, surely, to mourn Jesus. She had seen
him die on the Cross. She knew where Joseph of Arimathea and Nicodemus
had laid his body. Like those of you who have gone this week to put
flowers on the graves of your loved ones, Mary has come to be as near
as she can to her beloved teacher, dead and buried.
Only
when she gets to the tomb, his body isn’t there. The tomb is
open, and empty. That the one she and others had thought was
God’s Messiah should die a shameful, brutal death was
unexpectedly awful enough. Now she suffers a second, unexpected loss:
“They have taken the Lord out of the
tomb,”
she tells Peter and another disciple, “and we do not
know where they have laid him!” Her
heart is broken & she stands outside the tomb weeping as the
men peer around inside.
And
it is then that things get really strange. Two angels in the tomb asks
her why she is weeping. Then she turns around to see a man she does not
recognize, who also ask her why she is weeping. She thinks he must be
the gardener – who else could he possibly be? That it might
be Jesus alive never crosses her mind. Mary is used to the world we
know in which things often go wrong. She knows that mortals
die, and are laid low; they lie down and do not rise again.1
The dead stay dead -- only, they don’t. Jesus calls
her by name and the utterly counter-intuitive truth breaks through --
Jesus is alive, alive beyond any hope! This man whom she saw die, which
she saw buried, is standing before her! It is no wonder she
didn’t recognize him -- it was too unexpected even to dream!
To
see Jesus alive after death on Easter was as counter-intuitive, as
unexpected, as to see God on the Cross on Good Friday. This story at
the heart of Holy Week, at the heart of Christian faith is, indeed,
counter-intuitive.
Now,
if this were only a paradoxical story that preachers struggle to find
words for, it might be of not much more import than the best way to get
people onto on airplane. But it is much more than that. This
counter-intuitive story tells us vital truths not only about God, but
about our own lives. Good Friday tells us that we will find God in the
midst of evil, suffering, misery and death. Easter tells us
that because God is in the midst evil, suffering,
misery and death, we will find life coming out of death. And that
matters.
For
as Br. Curtis Almquist, SSJE writes:
“Life is full dying. Everything we can see and
touch, taste and smell, every person, every animal, every living thing
has a life span, whether or not we consent to it. In the
course of our own lifespan, we will lose many things dear to
us. That's life…”
But,
as Curtis goes on to say: “Life comes out of death.
Resurrection for the here-and-now is the awareness life comes out of
death. The life cycle includes death, many times over. Jesus
says, ‘unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies,
it will not bear fruit.’ He’s not just talking
about the principles of gardening; he’s talking about the
ground of our being. This is the way it is.
Understanding resurrection power in the here-and-now is not something
that can be taught. It's counter-intuitive; it's even
confusing. . . until you've experienced it. It's only when
you have experienced how life does come out of death - what could seem
to just kill you proves to be the gateway to life - can you understand
resurrection in the here-and-now. Resurrection for the here-and-now is
the awareness life comes out of death.”
2
It
takes a lifetime of awareness to know that what is standing before you
is God.
3 It
should be clear by now that this is so because God’s way are
counter-intuitive, unexpected. It takes real awareness to
know that life comes out of death; It takes real awareness to
experience the power of resurrection here and now. Mary
didn’t get it at first even when the Resurrection and Life
himself was, literally, standing before her. If we want to have that
awareness, if we want to know that life comes out of death, we will
need to work at it, to cultivate it, above all to pray for it.
Br. Curtis suggests a way to cultivate that awareness by reflecting prayerfully on our lives.
“[Look]
backwards in your own life to the many deaths you've experienced, big
and small, “he writes. “See where what
had seemed your breaking has actually been your making. This
is a wonderful way to claim resurrection power. Look
backwards to remember what has led up to this present moment, which has
likely included many, many deaths . . . and likely many
risings, nothing short of a miracle. Extending that memory
into the future is called "hope."4
To Curtis’ words about the future and about hope, I would add only this. To be aware of God:
Expect the unexpected.
Look for the counter-intuitive.
Look for the Crucified God in suffering and death.
Expect the Risen Jesus to bring life out of death.
Know
that, counter-intuitively the two will often come together.
Do
this, my dear friends -- cultivate this awareness the rest of your
lives -- and you will know the Crucified and Risen Christ, standing
before you, always.
Alleluia, Christ is Risen!
The Lord is Risen indeed, Alleluia![1] Job 14:10, 12)
[1] Br. Curtis Almquist, SSJE, email message, March, 2008